Feb-22-2022, 09:27 AM (UTC)
She who reflects, your experience is very similar to mine.
I had been so immersed in the Fools tragedy that I feel detached from my own life now.
I find myself wallowing in it like some emotional damage or personal regret of my own. It is very strange.
I even tortured myself reading the worst parts again to see if I could reconcile it.
Funny thing is that I was able to accept why things happened that way, but I still find it hard to deal with.
I had been so immersed in the Fools tragedy that I feel detached from my own life now.
I find myself wallowing in it like some emotional damage or personal regret of my own. It is very strange.
I even tortured myself reading the worst parts again to see if I could reconcile it.
Funny thing is that I was able to accept why things happened that way, but I still find it hard to deal with.