May-05-2010, 09:38 AM (UTC)
Hmm... good point, but personally I don't think so. I think at that point his thinking really wasn't coherent anymore, and that he tried to put it together more because he couldn't bare to see it broken. It might have been the only part of her destruction that he felt he could repair.
And I also think it would certainly have saddened him that a part of it was missing, as Fitz wonders.
He certainly was not expecting there to be any sort of life for him again!
And I also think it would certainly have saddened him that a part of it was missing, as Fitz wonders.
He certainly was not expecting there to be any sort of life for him again!

That scene alone demonstrates that Fitz is a master of self-deception. And basically the whole "not remembering his early childhood AT ALL" thing, even before being voluntarily forged... is his mind's incredibly strong defence mechanism at work, forgetting everything so having been rejected wouldn't matter/hurt so much.
I can't tell you all how much I've gleaned from reading the Fitz and the Fool trilogy after having read Farseer. Then, now, the Tawny Man. I plan to read the Rain Wild Chronicles next, then Liveships.
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